5th
Confrontation
I support confrontation. I dont specifically assume that everyone should follow this state of things. But since I always seem to be attracted to repressed people it seems to work. Which brings up the question if I myself am repressed? Well I had the most interesting evening last night. I went through all the range of emotions. Which ultimately ended in my ackward. Which then led to me creating an even more ackward situation. i always seem to do that. Slightly ackward seems an unbearable state for me to be in, I always have to bleed it to its full potential. Well, maybe, not quite full. But i am the budding confrontationist. It has not been until the past few months I have begun to appreciate the idea that this trait is not entirely such a bad thing. My meta state of analysis seems to know no bounds and this constant yet happy crisis I seem to be coming up with some relatively inspiring ideas. which includes burning obelisks of the future and of the past and the content spectre of the present who prides itself on laying on tar’s warm concrete. So Ive begun to assume that if i use my confrontations for the “greater good” (oh yes all great dictators have uttered these words) then in some way it might do more good than not.
Other thoughts of today: I feel so much love today I wish I could shower him/the interminable he with kisses.